Welcome to PC. I'm sorry you are hurting over the breakup of your relationship.

Many times, we don't know what we had until it is gone. We miss the person so very much and realize what we did was wrong and want to make up for it. Only we find out that the person is done with us and moved on in their life.

You say you believe in God and that this is what he had in store for you and the way it is supposed to be. After you work through your grieving over your girlfriend leaving you, it's then time to remember the lesson learned and apply it to your life as you begin to move on.

It's very possible that what is in store for you down the road is better and brighter than you could imagine, but only after you have learned and applied the lesson to your life. I hope you are able to do that soon so that your hurt begins to go away and you can focus on the good things you can bring to your life.

I wish you well.

sabby