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Hello. I am bipolar 2. I was put on Geodon and was on it for about 4 weeks. I had a dystonic reaction. For those who don't know what that is. It sucked. I started shaking really bad and kept passing out. All of my muscles became stiff and I could barely move. My muscles were so weak that I couldn't even hold my head up. I thought I was dying. So, I went to the emergency room and they gave me Benadryl and Mecklazine. Don't know if I spelled that right or not. Anyway, I was fine in about 30 minutes after taking those. I was told by the ER doctor that it's a pretty rare thing to happen. Not trying to scare anyone or anything. I loved the Geodon though. It's the first time in my life that I've ever felt "ok". I don't have the high of most bipolar people. I have low and really low. Anyway, I went to my doctor the following day and she decided to put me on Lithium. I just have a few questions/concerns. I've been on the Lithium for about a week now. I'm scared of having another reaction like this. But, my main concern is how extremely depressed I've become since being on the Geodon. I don't know if it's just because I finally felt "normal" for awhile or if it's something more. Maybe the lithium isn't working yet? I don't know. I also recently found out that my brother and my sister are bolth on Lamictal. Sorry about the spelling again. I told my doctor about this and she wants to put me on it later when I'm steady on the Lithium. I just don't know if it's the wisest course of action. I am so depressed. What should I do? Should I just listen to my doctor and tough it out? I've even been suicidal lately, which if you knew me is really off.
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