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I agree with the others who have posted, I have had similar thoughts, it is a normal thing to have these type of thoughts. It also sounds like ocd to me, though we can not diagnose you here, I do believe that you should seek treatment. One thing that I have to add is that an important thing to remember is that thoughts are just thoughts, they don't define you.