Then deleted the whole d*** thing. Pissed off about work, life, no T available...no time to sleep, think, breathe. Want to quit but where to go in this economy? Terrible at all jobs anyway. Education useless. Lots of pain physically. Sure I'm a failure...just need a stupid rock to crawl under. Willing to stay there forever. Really don't want advice. Will probably just make things worse. Just needed to vent...