I remember feeling as if my world just stopped.. I felt nothing ... everyone else was living and I wasn't. Everything was muffled...it was just "white noise".

And yes I know that feeling of putting them away cuz you just can't deal and now you can't get them back ..More happened with my story ..and unfortunately ...I haven't gotten anything back. I did from that situation, but unfortunately I am not the same it's as if a switch has been turned off...

Like a fuse blew, but can't be fixed.

BUT ... this is because of very different circumstances. I did work out my situation prior ...the one that i explained in my prior reply.

I'm just saying yes ... i do understand and can relate to your feelings and I'm so sorry you are going through this... really I am.