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Dec 29, 2008, 02:16 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2007
Posts: 4,156
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Quote:
Originally Posted by RiverX
So, what you're talking about here is betrayal, right?
Betrayal is a form of 'moral' corruption or weakness, turning a blind eye, or lack of integrity. This person who should have taken adult responsibility, dropped it in favour of some other motive.
I also have this experience in my background.
I think the past has to inform the present - a healing relationship for me has to have integrity, but I've only found bits of that.
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RiverX,,, actually when the picture finally completely formed ,, what I saw was her [ mom ] in shock ,,, her mouth wide open .
I must have for lack of a better term ,, went away for that moment .
Having had a strict catholic upbring with the threat of going to hell if you sinned or lied >>. this person of the church was just that .......... the one who could ,,,,,,,, send me to hell.
I could probably go into other aspects that occurred as a result of this and other bad events .... but I see no reason to continue going back over what I now already know .
BTW,, I wasn't seeing a * T * when the memories came back ,, so I just recognized and waited for time to clear up the puzzle and bring into focus the minds eye pictures.
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