I keep getting worse. No matter what I do i get worseno matter what I have a lose it
I lose even my boyfriend now

LIFE IS POINTLESS IT'S PAINFUL AND I WANT IT DONE AND OVER WITH

Therapy isn't helping enough

Meds are crap.
WTHELL DO I DO NEXT

Sure now my body isn't bleeding but my mind is destroying itself from the inside. I'd rather die.
I don't even care anymore send me to inpatient care I feel like that's where I belong. Because I'm dead already x.x

WHAT THE HELL DO I DO