coming up to my parents date again.For newbies they passed 28 days apart. I am not going to go threw the whole thing again. I can not this year. I was staring at the ceiling again thou .....
As this is when my dad was in the hospital. The lead up to him passing.
I was thinking back. Usally its remembering him passing.
THis time I remembered I do not remember the drive home from the hospital after. For the life of me I can not remember telling my Mom. I remember the kids dad dropped me off at my parents apt((i was there because my Dad was dieing))) and went to his parents home. Just the way it was...
As deep as I try I can not remember telling her.I had to of, There was no one there but me and the kids. I remember being in the room the kids and i were sleeping in. I remember My daughter waking up and asking me how bumpy was. ((( my son could not say grandfather))
so he was called bumpy. I lied i said he was ok...one of the only times i have lied to her. Then i went to sleep. On the floor. I can not remember telling the kids either in the morning. Not one memory of telling them or my mom.
All the rest is there............funny how going threw memories ....made me relaize a few are gone.......I never knew they were gone till now???
maybe thats a good thing.....??
Thank you for always listening to my rambles....
muffy