Hi loveless
I`m not sure if you heard this yet but just reaching out here will get you more friends than you could poke a stick at . Truly a person is never alone when they reach out and just ask. If you don't believe me or my friend Purepufy just watch what happens .And Christmas is always a hard time even if you have a house full of people. I have learnt that if someones intentions are good and you put out good vibes you will get all you put out plus more