heavy doesnt scare me if the wording is enjoyable and pleasant... i may have read the one you refer to Simcha, to be honest, ive taken in so much media about my issues that there might have been some turning point back in my past where it was enough finally.. at times it feels like every book written on the topic is lodged somewhere in my brain, reference able by me, not categorized by author, but instead by subject.. a meaning of life, for life , about life... all means the same to me.. read it first if you must, but choose to live it at some point in your own way... best always to you my friend