Hi JulieBean! I remember you. I had been gone awhile too. Welcome back. Sorry you felt overlooked and not cared about. That's not a good feeling at all. I tend to do the same pattern of thinking why people don't like me. Problem with that pattern is... it becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy. See if you can get a counselor to work with you on changing the pattern. I had to have some outside help. I still fall into it sometimes, but not nearly as bad. I got on some medication that helps correct the problem too.