Hi _zh, thanks for asking how it went. Well it didn't. I got up early and got dressed and went into town for my appointment and when I got there. There was a sign on the door saying they were closed. So I was pretty mad. I had to call ( went I don't do well ) and make another appointment for May 7th because I'll be out of town for work next week. So I'm just kind of sitting around numb to everything. Is so much happening right now in my life I can't see straight. My T completely rechanged my treatment goals and is really digging into so deep stuff, is very hard to deal with right now. My T has my pieces sharing their memories with me now in T. Feel like an open wound 99% of the time. And now my dad is really really sick. He lives so far away from me and I don't have money for airfare to go to see him. My step-mom said that he keeps asking for his baby. Everything is just extremely overwhelming right now. I haven't been in the forums for about a week right now. I've just had to quit for a little while until things here slow down to be somewhat manageable for me. But I'll try and keep ya up dated on the docs too. Been in pain again with my kidney the last few days. Think it's been triggered by all of the stress right now. Thanks for thinking about me _zh, Monty