romanjames2004, how eerily those symptoms mirror my own. I find it wonderful that you can identify these issues and are comfortable enough to share them. When i was your age I couldn't imagine that something was wrong with me, so I spent 12 years in a self destructive state. I quit college, became an alcoholic and spent much of my 20s in and out of jail. Thankfully I received the help I needed 8 years ago but how I wish I had had the guts to expose it at your age. Kudos, you have identified your concerns and I sense that you're determined to rectify them!