Which post? There are about 4 others :|
No, there aren't any. The police have been utterly useless and there is nowhere around here that specialises in rape cases or anything like that.. I have the number for victim support, but just can't call them.. I dont have a phone at the moment, the police took it away, plus I'm terrified of calling helplines.

Gaaaahhh!! What do I do? Everything's so fresh and so muddled and I#m so caught up in it and so.. Depressed again and I just wish that I could.. Die...? I guess that's how I feel because so much has happened and so many people are messing with my head at the moment and it's really messing me up and making me anrgy and upset and such..

I feel like I can't do it anymore.. I was getting better, i really was, but now I'm back to putting on facades to make everyone think I'm ok and I'm keeping them up so well and I don't know what to do now..

I won't OD, it messed things up too much before.. I couldn't do that.