((TPND))
Under the circumstances, your actions absolutely make sense...
As skeksi said, this is a recent trauma and I hope you do seek help for it...

What your "adoptive" brother did is still rape IMHO.
Rape is an act of violence; having sex is an act of love between two people.

I applaud your courage and determination, TPND.
Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing,
We Care

Cap