Hey sweety, what's this talk about OD'ing? None of that! Stop and look at how well you've been doing, the support system you've had there. I realize one of them has moved away, but there are still people for you to talk to. Don't isolate yourself too much again, honey. You are not alone, you don't need to take those drastic steps again. It's so good that you are posting here when you feel like this.