ok pain she just went to go visit her mom over xmas and they took having to leave real hard it was difficult for them to look at each other and have to ssay goodbye once more now i have talked with her mom also she doesnt really like talking to me so much i have this impression tht her mom dissapproves of me for some reason once i told my gf that we should take a break she called her mom crying telling her tht i got mad becuz she was talking with her mom not the case wht happend was she had been on the phone with me for like 5 min. then her mom called her cell she immediatly ran to answer and told me she had to go cuz her mom was more important i TRY MY HARDEST to make this WORK i want IT TO i really do I LOVE HER ALOT SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME but sometimes it seems like she may not feel the same i am sure its just this whole thing with her mom and alll coming back into her life after 17yrs but i been with her going on 10 mnths and have done everything humanly possible to make this girls wildest dreams come true i have bent head over heals backwards for her i truely hope that we can work things out i just dont know anymore the closer she gets to her mom the further apart she gets from me that is how it seeems lately
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