By the way, I checked out the link in your signature, I hope you won't mind me saying I can relate to no one in my life really knowing how unstable I am. I am the one everyone leans on. My whole family knows I am Bi-Polar and suffer from several other issues including but not limited to anxiety disorders and agoraphobia. But they see this facade I put up so others don't pity or judge me. So not only do I have my issues to deal with but everyone asks me how I beat my illness to be so stable... if only they knew. I am exhausted from people's expectations of my beating the odds... I haven't won the war... just keep fighting each battles as they come. I guess what I am saying is if no one knows you aren't feeling well they can't find a way to help you through this. Hang in there. This will pass.