For now... if you are safe... try to rest. Prepare for the trials that are to come. Tomorrow when you go out, pretend I am there with you, holding your hand. I can't physically be there. I can be there in spirit. If you want print out my avatar... that sea... or my little dragon puff. Or bring a token of something, anything that means something to you. Something that you can hold onto when the world spins around you and you want to go.

I too need a token of meaning and hope. I will be looking for something to carry with me now to keep me going through. Since you have to face this tomorrow, there isn't a ton of time but, surely enough to print out something... or write something on paper, or choose just one object that you can have with you and hold.


I'm sorry this sounds so corny... but I want to be there and it's the best way I can think of to do that from here. *hugs*