tommorow is new years but theres nothing different with me its just another day that i should get through...iam tired...
if iam share and telling people about my pain thats mean iam sending emotional blackmail?
i dont want people think that ways..maybe i need to stop posting here coz i dont want people here start think that way too...
i never want to sending emotional blackmail or just to got attention when i tell about my pain i just want people really know me...but if after know about my pain they want to leave me its okay...i cant forced peple to stay if they dont want to stay...
i just so sad and sick of this emptyness...its really hard...iam sorry everyone
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