I am sorry you feel guilty for posting on these forums when you are hurt. I don't feel like I HAVE to respond to your posts, I WANT to. I know what it is like to feel sad and lonely. I wouldn't want that for anyone, but if you are sad and lonely then we want to be able to help in what ever way we can. That's what this place is for. So we can get and give help to each other. Thank you for posting. We are here for you.