Starting a conversation is the hardest part, the scariest part, but once the first step is taken it can become so much easier after that. I would say that make sure whoever you decide to confide in is someone you just. Start off small and feel it out and if the person you chose is receptive and supportive then build slowly. Once you gain some confidence and faith it gets easier. I know it isn't easy and do it when you are ready. Please keep us posted on how you are doing. The community is thinking about you.