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Thanks for the replies
Storme - I still see my psychologist, just it's been a while, I seen her the 11th December and my next appointment is the 8th January. I just miss her and the way she says things, it helps.
I've read loads about AIDS, but everytime I just think what if it's wrong, it's like everything else I would know for sure, but I just can't see it when it's AIDS. I just have all these ways it can happen and it's just that no one realises it.
I always tell my psychologist to be careful and I try to help, because I'd feel really guilty if something happened and I didn't say anything. Now I think it has happened and it's my fault.
Kim - Ok well I don't know anytime it has happened like that, but it is going up all the time and it can't just be the 3 ways that everyone knows, it just couldn't be.
My special insight - yeah it's a feeling, although I did get a message from the TV, it was from the local news, so I felt it was more for me. It's kind of like having a special power.
Yeah I see your point - that could never happen, because you couldn't get diabetes that way, but with AIDS - it's not 100% certain that it can't happen the ways I think.
Muffy - Sorry to hear that - I want to believe you're right, I want to believe everyone here, but I just can't seem to, it's like Luce said no one can calm it.
It's like everything I read or hear - I doubt it
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