Don't you hate those inspiring thoughts? No it won't hurt ayone but it will you. Rainbow.

Theres one solid story in the 12 step Big book . Not sure we are allowed to share this here.

Its when Jim the salesman stopped into a reastaurant to have a sandwitch and he thought "he might make a few sales contacts as well."

Im telling you the mind is a devious little guy . He had one sandwitch and then another

Then he had the thought a glass of milk and a shot might work well .

These "thoughts" just appear on thier own accord .

Step zero is one not talked about much . I heard it on a tape I had.

That one is not to go to the store , or place where one can obtain substance of choice. That meaning your house is free and clear of your drug . For some the drug involves an action .

Hope your doing well. If not you start again right now.

Happy New year to you.

Patricia