I guess it was inevitable, but he left me. He said he just couldn't deal with my delusions that he wanted someone better. I understand but god, does it hurt. I realize my problem, and am on medication and in therapy. He says he just can't do it anymore. I'm pretty sure this is it, and there's no hope of getting back together. He was one of the good ones, and now I've lost him. I've been dumped before, but both times it was because the other person found someone else, so I didn't want them anyway. It never hurt like this.