Recovery for me is compliant with meds, keeping appointments with my doctors and in between episodes of mania and depression. I am a 47 year old male currently unemployed (2 years) trying to get SSDI of which I have allsup representation. This is where I am at present. In grade 1, my teacher said that I was a leader and very intelligent. Thing is, I have had over 45 jobs in my life and have never accomplished true independence (meaning not self sufficient). Never did well in grammar, middle, or high school. Recently after speaking with my doc, I was also diagnosed with ADHD and told to try Ritalin. I have to admit it does help me focus but now I do not know where to turn my focus. In the last year, I have completed several training courses through NAMI and a course through VOCAL. I welcome any advice that anyone can give and would like to correspond with like individuals. Thanks, Wally