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Old Dec 31, 2008, 03:17 PM
skymonk skymonk is offline
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Member Since: Jul 2008
Location: Portland, OR
Posts: 188
Welcome,
You aren't alone. I don't trust many people either&tend to isolate, maybe you have social anxiety disorder-though I think going to the anime convention was a good first step. Keep in touch with the people you met&let it slowly grow from there.
Stop beating yourself up! You're not stupid or garbage&screw the kids who dissed you in school&in your home town. People are cruel for the dumbest reasons! I know what it's like to have a hard time meeting people-I isolated until the only person I had was my bf&when things got bad there I was really screwed. We've since patched things up for now. My family is another story-they treat me like a pariah because I'm mentally ill. Screw them!
Have you tried to make friends with people you work with or by volunteering somewhere? Another place you might try is a website called meetup.com, they have groups local to many metropolitan areas&have groups that meet for lots of things-social, things in common, support, etc. I've met people through that website&have had pretty good luck so far. I go to a self esteem building group now. Check them out.
Best of luck in the New Year&feel free to PM anytime.
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I am a 39 year old female that is diagnosed with bipolar disorder,anxiety disorder and post traumatic stress syndome. I'm on disability and often have no one to talk to when I'm not feeling so good. So please contact me if you'd like to talk or share or vent. I'm listening!