(((((puffyprue)))))
One of the things about depression is that it can make you feel worthless and guilty for asking for and needing help. Remember it's just the depression talking and that you are 'worthy' of support, both here at PC and IRL.
I dont post very often, but i felt the need to post today to say that you should keep posting if it helps you. I know it's hard to think kind thoughts about yourself when you are in such a deep hole, but try to tell yourself things that you would tell a friend if they felt this way - "it's ok to ask for help if you need it" etc - rather than telling yourself you are 'weak' for needing help or 'wasting' ppl's time by posting.
Be kind to yourself, and keep posting

*Willow*