I can't believe I get to spend new years alone. I am supposed to be doing a gig with my hubby tonight. I think we are hired as DJs tonight as apposed to live band or kareoke. I really don't want to go. I set up all the music and tore the equipment down in my music room. Hubby is off setting up right now and our daughter has agreed to drive 200 miles to come and take my place. God bless her.We have been doing this for years and I am such a wreck "the day of" usually. Now I am happily making them a stew to have before they go and I will stay home with the four pugs. Everyone thinks I'm nuts for wanting to spend new years with the pugs instead of a bunch of bikers. I keep trying to tell them the pugs are much better company. LOL. I have recently gone on venflaxamine...4 months....so they are all concerned that I want to be alone but I am in heaven. Is that wierd to you guys. I dun't want to be a downer, I just don't like crowds and I have put up with them for soooo long in the type of work we have done. Being the music and we just gave up our greenhouse buisness of 20 years and I've done farm markets all my life. That is with a very busy stall requiring dealing with hundreds of people every Saturday morning in the summer. I just want to be alone.