I used to be afraid of the hurt, feeling lost and the suffering, but I have come to terms with it and as my bio suggest it's home. I can find peace even in the depression. Sometimes it gets so heavy but sometimes it reminds me I'm alive and that I am human and in that I find comfort. I know it's strange but I do. I don't let it control me anymore, I don't let it shake me to the core. It makes my life feel so rich in it's own way. I hope that all of us can learn to be accepting of the feelings they have. Thank you all for being active members of this community. It's being able to talk to others about this kind of thing and feel a kinship that makes living with mental dynamics okay.