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I just want to throw this out there since I don't have anyone here that I can tell. Lately my thoughts have been more of a self-destructive nature. For some reason I have a very intense desire to smoke. Never been a smoker, my parents were for a long time. I guess its the most destructive thing I can think of to do that no one will know about. I've thought about cutting but never done it. I don't drink. Don't do drugs, except for sleeping pills that really don't work anyway. Just wanted to "say" it. See if anyone else has anything odd things they feel compelled to do. I'm very detached, not many emotions and I know this all has to come out somehow.
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