I can so realte to your post, kim you are strong, you are battling through this despite the difficulty - I have difficulty (understatement of the year LOL ) with attachments - but being seperate from the world is far worse.

I guess we have to take a chance to get healed, have to let someone in close when we feel that is dangerous - i think its a lesson we have to learn - its hard but I know you can do this - i have read your posts - you are stronger than you think - hang in there P7