<<happens to like kind, older, wise guys with background in physics and theology ; )

sigh w2f... when we are in the darkness ANYthing else looks better because they're in the light. Don't make any decisions when down there... esp "knowing" your financial situation. Sometimes we grab at things illogically, with a dark hope that it will be what "works" and takes us out of wherever it is we are.

Don't reach so high... smaller steps and goals... something achievable and with a surer result.

(((hugs)))