I just don't know what to say or do guys, I"m sorry if I don't answer your questions, its just this was her first session with me in almost 2 weeks do to vacation, and it hurt a lot to look forward to this session and it end badly, now next week and the week after will all be the same,....I'll keep asking myself "will this session be the same"........now I believe in my soul all she cares about is money at this point, not my emotions and my financial situation...I make 200 dollars every 2 weeks....and for this month and half of january I work none (I work at my college and its a long break and no work allowed because im a student worker)........no insurance but my dad's they don't have the new insurance card yet and even when they get it i'll have to pay a 50 dollar co-pay(i told her bluntly today i couldn't pay that) which is true, plus her...140 dollars a session that's insane i know lots of therapists are way higher but I think its ridiclous I mean god in 1 day they'd make more then my dad has ever made and he works his *** off (they do too or some therapists I mean I dunno I'm just starting to see truths in the lies)......so confused...just wonna wake up in heaven.......