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"I don't know what to do right now. I feel so empty. There is nothing I feel like doing, yet I don't feel like doing nothing. "
1. You could read every post I've ever made, and tell me what's wrong with me. For free; a great deal for me!
2. You could call my ex-girlfriend the stalker and harass her for me.
3. You could call my old T and convince her to see me one last time, or write a letter, or…
4. You could call the ex-GF that I wish I hadn’t broken up with who’s now married and tell her you’re having an affair with her husband, while mentioning that I’m still single.
6. You could call the cute friend of a friend who I like and tell her what great sex you got from me and how she should drive over to my place right now.
7. You could call the ex-boss who screwed me over 18 years ago and ruined my career and tell her you’re having an affair with her husband, how you get the best sex of your life from my ex-GF the stalker, how she should drive over to my ex-GF the stalker’s place and conspire to ruin my life again—double along with the stalker—and then tell the ex-GF that I wish I hadn’t broken up with that two women who were also having an affair with her husband were at the stalker’s place—while reminding her what a stud I am-- so she’ll kill the two who’ve ruined my life, and then drive over to my place to revisit the altar of sexuality known as my studio apartment.
"And there is no way I'm calling a helpline-- Right now, I need a lot more than that."
Two words: Phone sex. Kidding. I couldn't resist. But if you want to p.m. me, I’ll pay the long distance end of things………lol
I'm a night-owl. It's 3:50 am. I didn't go out last night. Too depressed. I'm going to watch a movie. That's been my self-therapy since I became super-depressed years ago. I watch gazillions of movies. It's an escape from the immediacy of painful feelings. Get lost in someone else's life for a while.
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