I guess I just know that I'll hide it, how I really feel and start laughing and stuff and they'll be like.. 'Wtf? She's crazy!' Idk. I still need to wait until I get my phone back because there's no way I can phone anyone without a phone. It sucks.

I can barely eat any food atm, let alone chocolate. My body's started to reject food. I hate it. I mean. Yeah, it's helping me lose weight, but it's causing my ED to get worse and it's horrible. I'm going to send another email to the officer in charge of my rape case.. At the moment all I can think about is the next load of alcohol I can get to..