I can understand when people sometimes spend a part of their life alone, but having to spend your entire life alone is ridicules. Why have I always been tossed aside like a piece of trash, am i not human. Am i one of gods experiments to see how much pain a person can take? Im tired of all my family and friends telling me im strong i will get thru this, but none of them have been thru what i have been thru. they all have someone in there life that felt they were worthy of just being with. How can a female of almost 40 ever think it will happen someday? Im tired of waiting, im tired of being strong, im tired of putting myself out there just to find out im not worth anyones time. Im tired of being alone, im tired of breathing.... I just dont see the point anymore, I think im done.