Hi Everyone

I am beyond sad.....I am just numb and in shock now.

My brother wants distance from me and he says that he doesnt miss me. He said I have borderline persoanlity disorder. He is my only living family member (both parents are dead).

I feel so alone. I feel angry that he doesnt care for me anymore.

I give up....I am tired of trying to ask for forgiveness for being bipolar. I am not suicidal I just am very very sad and feel so isolated. Like im looking at everyone that has a family but me.

I dont know what to do. I only have one friend. I feel so sad and alone.

Zen888