Thanks everybody for your kind support, very much appreciated, but it's not my depression speaking. I DO want to be ignored. I needed to vent only. I must learn to do this on my own. Ry, my PM is closed and has been since yesterday and will remain that way. I shouldn't have even posted this thread. It was a mistake I won't be making again.

PLEASE ABSOLUTELY NO MORE REPLIES!!! I appreciate your silent support.

OZZIE, PLEASE DELETE THIS THREAD FOR ME. THX!!!