yes, i'm seeing a t at my university now.

done cbt and dbt.

yes, i know what caused my problems - isolation, abusive peers, well-meaning but floundering parents, and probably a chemical predisposition. i'm pretty darn sure i have as too, which would explain them all the more.

i make about $90 once a month, if there's work that month. i live free with my parents. i go to college and am supposed to graduate this spring if i can make up my incompletes, this next semester's work and get my stuff approved by my advisor who doesn't seem to exist - at which point i won't be able to see my t or any other since i have no insurance. i also have no prospects at a job, live in one of the worst job markets in the country, have no resources to move, have a poor work record, very limited transportation, limiting chronic back pain, and a strong tendency to be mentally unstable. i'm pretty stuck. and i have no friendships, i've never been able to connect with people in person.

i'm not being abused.

thank you...