Usually New Year's Day makes me at least *somewhat* hopeful for the months to come. Yet today, I am so freaking depressed I can hardly see straight. It marks my 3rd month of unemployment, which gives me 3 more months to find something before the state bucks run out. In 3 months, I haven't gotten so much as an interview. My health insurance also ended yesterday, and they cut off payment for meds even before that, so I've been without the Depakote for a few weeks, which undoubtedly isn't helping. (I'm on so little Zoloft that it hardly matters -- it's the combination that keeps me sort-of functioning.)

We're up to our eyeballs in snow, my 8-year-old car has something else wrong with it now that I can't afford to fix, and I am just feeling hopeLESS instead of hopeFUL. Anybody care to commiserate?

Candy