Of course you are welcome to post here. I am so sorry that this is causing you so much distress. Going to the Dr. especailly for an internal exam can be a very scary thing. Is there anything that you have that helps you keep grounded? Something that you can take with you? A friend is also a good idea. How about headphones with some music you like? I hope you find a way to make this work for you. Please take care of you as it sounds like she thinks it is very important.

BB