If I took my life, I would no longer be in pain which would be good, but several other people would be in pain instead, and that's not really fair.........

Glad you said that Bleah.(quote I_wmd)- me too - remember there are people who care aoubt you Bleah P7

Quick true story : In the mid 80's I worked a Help Hotline .....

Had an amount of sui calls .
* KA-BANG * >>>>>... is the sound that I still hear,,, from my last day there.
The paper a couple days later said ; Ruled suicide.

Point is ... I didn't know this person IRL [ so to speak ] ,,, nuff said ?