I'm so miserable and feel Like there is a constant blck cloud over me! I'm on 60mg prozac and 20mg abilify and 2mg xanax as needed. I've had severe depression and panic attacks since I was very young. 5 years old probably.oh I'm also on 30mg of adderall. That atleast gets me out of bed. Noone in my family understands! Iy can be so debilitating at times. All I want to do is lay in bed. Can anyone relate?? Ps I'm 34 year old female