time to start all over. i made it through another year without to many attempts.
what will this year bring more heartache, more headache or just more junk i dont want to deal with. i am going through a time even my persrciption sleep meds i sleep if i am lucky four hours and that is making my depression get worse as the days go by.
i was feeling good the other day and now with out it sounding wrong i give up. no i am not going to harm myself, but i would like to take something to knock me out for a while.
i hate thinking i have to face another year ahead. what am i going to do to screw this one up?
i was so stressed with one of my classes today and then i was told i was the only one that did the formatting correct. my husband said to me at least i can do one thing right. maybe it is a fluke. maybe i should beleve what so many other people have said over the years.
CRAP I am so sorry i was rambling and didn't realize how much i wrote or how awful it is.. another screw up on my part.