My bf left to go to Iran for a month to visit his dieing grandma...I understood this and I still love him very much and I have feelings for him. Since he went away...I was feeling lonely...and I guess I was forgetting how much I cared for him. One of the guys living with our homestay was really interested in me...and kept chasing me. I kept pushing him away saying I had a bf. He wouldn't listen to me. I felt lonely...so i would watch movies with him alone. I was kind of scared of the idea of this...he would ask me to join him...I thought we could just be friends. He kept holding my hand and touching my belly...until he kissed me on the lips...By this time I gave up trying to push him away and let him have his way with me. After this he asked me if I had feelings for him...I thought I did because he filled my lonely void....then i realised after talking to my bf on the phone that I truly missed my bf and didn't really have those feelings for him. Now the homestay keeps kissing and touching me..I try to push him away but he gets upset. He told me that he's afraid of me breaking his heart and wants me to share the same feelings. I wish he would just leave me alone...he is really needy and clingy and always bugs me...what do I do...I don't want to break his heart but he's really annoying