oh hell, i'm never ever ever adding up how much i've spent on T and pdoc. i've probably funded them a house each .

having said that, i know pdoc cares. a lot. no question about it. but he has to make a living, and so he needs to charge.

T has said that he gets enough money from his other clients that if he really didnt like me he could terminate therapy and just find someone more palateable to work with. this is probably true of your T too. so i wouldnt worry that it's only about the money. i am sure you T enjoys working with you and finds it rewarding, more than just for the money.