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First of all it is really difficult to get back to T after a long break, so your wanting to stop is natural. But you can sustain the relationship by writing her letters and journaling.
Your fears are your fears. It doesn't matter how many you have, in fact just the fact that you have taken this inventory is progress. Way to go! We develop these fears when we don't have any other coping skills; when we are children.
Quote:
My parents gave life to my body, but not my spirit.
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Well said!
Therapy is a difficult, amazing, aweseome, painful, horrible, exhilarating process.
Hang in there.