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I chose that way, I thought it would be faster, but I was totally wrong, my psychologist said it was probably for the best that I didn't get the job.
I didn't try anything else - I think he thought I wasn't ready.
Yeah I just don't feel clean, and I always get as weird feeling on my hands, it's like I can feel the germs, and yeah I don't want to give anything to anyone else, like my psychologist.
I'm starting things with my psychologist, I don't think I have long left with her though, so I'll probably leave the harder things, I do trust her, but sometimes I think she doesn't know what I do though.
Yeah it's hard, I failed the second year of my course and my boyfriend left me, but I don't know how to stop the anxiety since I know what can happen. Then if I try something once and I'm ok and nothing happens, that doesn't mean it's going to be the same next time, I could just be lucky the first time.
"Some germs are actually very good and healthy for you" my psychologist said the same thing.
I do think it's really great how you can do that now, I was thinking about nursing - well a CPN, but I need to work on some things first.
Take Care
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