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Originally Posted by KUREHA
Thanks for the replies
Storme - I still see my psychologist, just it's been a while, I seen her the 11th December and my next appointment is the 8th January. I just miss her and the way she says things, it helps.
I've read loads about AIDS, but everytime I just think what if it's wrong, it's like everything else I would know for sure, but I just can't see it when it's AIDS. I just have all these ways it can happen and it's just that no one realises it.
I always tell my psychologist to be careful and I try to help, because I'd feel really guilty if something happened and I didn't say anything. Now I think it has happened and it's my fault.
Kim - Ok well I don't know anytime it has happened like that, but it is going up all the time and it can't just be the 3 ways that everyone knows, it just couldn't be.
My special insight - yeah it's a feeling, although I did get a message from the TV, it was from the local news, so I felt it was more for me. It's kind of like having a special power.
Yeah I see your point - that could never happen, because you couldn't get diabetes that way, but with AIDS - it's not 100% certain that it can't happen the ways I think.
Muffy - Sorry to hear that - I want to believe you're right, I want to believe everyone here, but I just can't seem to, it's like Luce said no one can calm it.
It's like everything I read or hear - I doubt it
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Wow, that's crappy to walk around with that feeling all the time.
It sounds like more than OCD going on here from what you describe though.
I don't know if you said you had OCD, or if it was someone else who suggested it, so I'm sorry if I got it wrong.
What did your psychologist tell you your diagnosis were? You don't have to share if you don't feel comfortable. I think you should make it a point to tell your psychologist you would like to see her more frequently than once a month. Most people go every week, and especially since your symptoms are spiraling out of control and anxiety is taking over, you really should be seen more frequently.
Can you give your psychologist a call and set up an earlier appointment?